288

This morning Rebecca ran her 20-miler, gearing up for the Chicago Marathon, which I am also signed up to run.  It was supposed to be our first marathon together.  She kicked butt and remained (fairly) injury-free.  I’m getting a refund, thankfully.  It was supposed to be my best time, yet, hopefully working my way to qualifying for Boston (probably by age 45 when the qualifying times get easier!).  God had other plans for me.  

Instead, I’m on a daily basis debating whether or not this SkyRise Chicago stair climb event is biting off way more than I can chew.  Usually I’m thinking I’ll just climb the last 40 stories or something like that.  But this week is really boosting my confidence:

Tuesday: 112 stairs (crushing my previous PR of 58)

Thursday: 140 stairs

Today, Saturday, I had some extra time so I decided to shoot for my entire apartment building, no matter how long it took.  I took the elevator down to the first floor, walking with my crutches.  I waddled over to the staircase, turned on the iPod shuffle, and started.  The first few floors are the hardest thanks to the amenities.  Floor 4, where the pool and rooftop deck are, kicked my ass.  That was 38 stairs alone.  I kept trucking on up, taking a break here and there to stretch my shoulders which were getting a workout.  I use the front of my shoulders constantly for pushing the wheelchair and walking, but don’t really “pull” much, which is what you do when you’re climbing stairs the way I do.  They were achy starting halfway up the 4th floor.  

At floor 8, Rebecca jumped in the stairwell to say hi and cheer me on.  She ran to get me a water and also helped by taking the crutch I wasn’t using on up to the top.  I had been throwing it up to the flight above me over and over again, so that was an unexpectedly removed annoyance.  

Floor 11, 12, 13….

I made it up to floor 18 without too much difficulty.  I had no idea how long I had been working.  I noticed there was another long flight of stairs to the rooftop.  I didn’t like the idea of leaving those untouched, so I kept going.  I thought the idea of opening up the door and soaking in the night air would feel awesome.  I was drenched in sweat.  I pushed on up to the top only to find that the stupid door was locked.  But I made it.  It took me another few minutes to walk down those last 19 stairs, onto the 18th floor, and into the elevator, walking back to the apartment on the 10th floor.

There are 288 stairs from the first floor to the roof, and they all experienced both of my feet :)  I got back and Rebecca said, “That was less than an hour!”  I then just sat there for a minute and realized I had far exceeded my goals for the week.  I said, “Hmmm… what should I do next time?  Just do the same thing, take the elevator down to 1, and do it again?  Ha!”  

So maybe I have a shot at the Sears Tower.  I don’t know.  Time will tell.

Feeling pretty pumped.

Chip

112

It’s been 10 days since my last post.  My life is a whirlwind right now.  It seems like every day there are 1000 things to do.  I’m sure many people can empathize.  It’s just all that much harder when you’re trying to zip around in a wheelchair.  Actually it’s not even that.  It’s this stupid “tone” in my legs.  And the spasms.  Transferring over to my wheelchair takes 1-2 minutes, whereas most paraplegics take about 10 seconds.  Frustrating.

A lot of awesome stuff has been happening, too, though.  So I really can’t complain!  

Trip to NY

I mentioned before that I had been practicing with the wheelchair softball team.  More specially, the Cubs, since the Cubs sponsor us.  Last Thursday, 10 players, 2 coaches, and a cheering section consisting of Rebecca headed to the airport to fly to the “World Series” in Long Island, New York.  They have a wheelchair softball field there.  All the MLB-sponsored teams were invited.  Those that made it were the Yankees, the Mets, the Red Sox, and us, the Cubs.  

Apparently there was some sort of weather delay on Thursday.  It was frustrating since it was 70s and sunny in both NY and Chicago.  Storms in between caused first delays, then cancellations of something like 10 flights.  And that was just on United.  This created standby lists a mile long. 

Long story short, we headed home late Thursday and came back to fly out Friday afternoon.  The Mets were nice enough to hook us up with tickets to a game at Citi Field.  Then we headed on to our hotel in Long Island.  

This was earlier on in the game.

It got colder so we split a hot chocolate.  

The event organizer was nice enough to rearrange the bracket so that we could play all our games on Saturday.  It wasn’t perfect.  He whispered to our coach that things would go smoother if we just won every game.  Ha!

First game against the Mets.  Up by 10 by the end of the 5th, so we won by virtue of the slaughter rule.  I played right field.  Not too good at fielding but got a couple hits.  

Second game immediately afterwards.   Tied after 7 innings.  Tied after 8.  After 9.  After 10.  11. 12. 13… we won in the 14th.  It was a pretty huge finish, too.  I was on first and Tick-Tock was on 3rd.  Justin was up - he’s a quad.  Quads are the only ones allowed to bunt.  So Justin bunted perfectly right down the first base line.  Tick-Tocks rushes home.  The first baseman ran in to get the ball, but since he was on the line, Justin collided into him, sending him flying onto his face!  Meanwhile, Tick-Tock crosses home plate for the win.  Cubs win!!!

We then got a break for food and to rest up for the final game for the championship.  The Yankees were already out.  The Mets and Red Sox both had one loss (to us), so they duked it out while we ate.  

That’s Dan in the middle.  He goes by Cornbread on the team for some illogical reason.  He was crushing it.  For the day he had 10 doubles and a triple and something like 18 RBIs.  Crazy.  

The Red Sox beat the Mets, so we played them (again) for the final game. We almost won by slaughter rule in the 5th.  We ended up winning with something like 13-3 for the championship.  Probably the only time I’ll ever see the Cubs win a World Series :)

I’m doing my best to hit there in the final game.  Hard as heck.

We got a nice trophy for winning the thing and I somehow got Rookie of the Year.  I think I must have been the only rookie or something.

Training

Training and therapy are coming along.  I have been reluctant to sign up for that stair climb but after last night I think I’ll do it, even if I only make it up 20 or 30 floors.  Last time I posted, 10 days ago, I had climbed 58 stairs for a new record.  Two days later I tried again and only was able to get up 42.  Pretty abysmal.  I didn’t try again until last night, when I got up 112!  Still a long way from 2,109 but it felt good to break 100.  At the end my arms were more tired than my legs.  Well, at least I think so.  I can’t really feel it when my legs get tired.  So that’s a plus.

Other than that, basically I’m just getting a tad stronger.  It’s easier to tell by the week than the day at this point.  I’m about 5.5 months post-injury. Cornbread told me it took him 2 years to get his left leg moving decently. He can now ride a regular bike.  I would LOVE to do that again someday. Fingers crossed.  I’d probably just end up in the hospital again if I tried right now.  

Wedding

Rebecca and I are getting married in Kentucky in late October.  We sent the save-the-dates just a few weeks ago and the invites have been systematically going out the last several days.  We’re going to keep it small - just 50-60 folks.  I think her immediate family and their spouses make up half that.  

The planning certainly takes a lot of time.  It seems like a lot of work for an event for ourselves.  The whole process is bewildering to me.  I’ve never been one to say, “Hey guys, I really want to ______ for my birthday this year!” So it feels weird to have an event where we will be the focus.  But I’m sure it’ll be a great time.  I just want the planning to be done so we can enjoy it.

Dear Lord, thank You for giving me the willpower to fight this fight (and fight it hard).  Thank You for the healing You have given me so far.  Please keep healing me.  Thank You for always being there, even though it’s not always ways that I expect.  Thank You for giving me so many gifts in life, even though so many of them are different from things I wanted. Please help me to better understand Your will.  Help me to follow a path that will glorify You the most.  Help me to do something good and right in this corrupt world.  Let Your will, not mine, be done.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

This is from the wall by the elevators on the 9th floor at the RIC, which is their prototype design for the new building they are… building.  

If you aren’t very “religious,” I hope I don’t scare you off.  It is true what the bible says about the meek and humble having an easier time finding God.  I am much more of both now.  It’s hard to be saved if you don’t feel like you need saving.  I hope that instead of thinking, “That’s nice for him, but I’m different,” you ask questions.  I hope you have a heart yearning to learn more and yearning to make this world better.  Self-serving agendas do nothing for anyone, including the “self”.  

Thanks,

Chip    

58

Each floor of stairs in my building is 14 stairs, split into sets of 7 with a landing halfway up.  A few weeks ago I did 40 stairs with much difficulty at RIC.  This time I did 58 stairs with equal difficulty.  It’s a long cry from the 2,109 needed to climb the Sears Tower, but it’s improvement.  

That was just about an hour ago.  My day started off on the opposite end of the spectrum.

I went to bed and woke up feeling miserable.  The last few days I felt extremely down about life in general.  I lost focus and lost faith.  Those are probably the two biggest parts of my life so it was a real problem.  It simply seemed like nothing was going right and no matter which way I turned, there were more problems.  I try to look at problems as challenges, but the last few days I just felt like there was a ton of bricks continuing to pile up on me.  

As miserable as I was, I knew I had to go to church this morning.  With our crazy schedules, Rebecca and I hadn’t been since going in Kentucky.  It was definitely needed.  As much as I wanted to just sleep in and wallow in my grief, I got up (slowly) and we headed to church, arriving a good 20 minutes late.  

There wasn’t much scripture today.  Jackson read from Jeremiah 29 about how it is our responsibility to do good in the city.  In Chicago.  I strongly believe in that and it really struck home, especially with my business.  I didn’t just open the business to make money.  One reason I love Rebecca is because we agree that the most important thing we can do in life is positively impact the world - following God’s will - as much as we possibly can.  

But it has’t been so easy to do that with the business.  There is corruption everywhere.  Everyone is scheming.  I know I should think, “Well all the more need for something positive!” But it has been overwhelming.  That combined with the struggles of my injury, combined with the other ramifications of my injury (financial, emotional, etc.)… it is just a lot to swallow.  

The church service was, as usual, what I needed to realign myself.  But it wasn’t quite enough.  Luckily, Rebecca was there to remind me that I usually don’t think this way and that I’m always talking about all the positives in life, even with my injury, and how blessed we truly are compared to the majority of the world.  And she’s right.  It feels weak to wallow in grief like that.  Like anyone else, I hate feeling weak.  And you feel weak an awful lot in a wheelchair.  

I am finishing up the book by Metaxas about Bonhoeffer.  It’s absolutely incredible.  If you don’t mind a bit of history and density in reading, I highly, highly, recommend it.  He was a saint, basically.  I’ve never heard of anyone more consistent or true in their faith.  So if trying to be like Jesus seems completely impossible (since it is), trying to be like Bonhoeffer is another option that is a good goal I doubt I will ever attain.  

Dear God, please help me.  I am weak.  I need healing of not just my body but of my soul and mind.  Please fill my thoughts with faith and hope so that I can follow your will and positively impact the world in big ways, as I believe You do want me to do!  Make me as strong in stature and faith as David and as wise as Solomon.  Make me as kind and patient as Bonhoeffer.  Help me see the way, dear Lord.  I am lost without You.  I am nothing without You.  Everything good in me is because of you.  Give me the strength to get through today and tomorrow.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

As Mother Teresa said, 

“Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.”

G’night!
Chip

Trip to Cali -

The last week was extremely busy.  A week ago Friday, my dad dropped us off at the airport before officially moving back to Kentucky.  I got to experiment with how to do things at the airport and on the plane.  Since we had a layover and airports are huge, I went with checking the wheelchair at the gate.  They are actually extremely helpful and accommodating.  For the first flight, I transferred over to the “aisle” chair, which is a tiny, thin wheelchair they use for people like me to take them to their seat.  It had 4 separate seat belts and then they asked me to cross my arms and wheeled me backwards.  It was extremely humbling to say the least.  When we got off that flight in Minnesota (layover), I decided to use the headrests to walk up front where they could hand me my walker.  Much, much better!  For the other 3 commercial flights of the trip, I never used an aisle chair.  I would use my crutches or walker to get to the first row of seats, then use the headrests, or just the crutches.  The walker is too wide for the tiny aisles they have.

Cali presented more challenges, starting with the 8 stairs leading into the house where we stayed in LA.  We had a place on Venice Beach which was sweltering since there was no A/C.  I think I only used the wheelchair to check out the boardwalk on the beach and at the wedding.  Because of the steps going into the house and the fact that the wheelchair didn’t fit through half the doors, it was the logical thing to do.  At first it was annoying but now I’m glad it was set up that way, forcing me to walk around.  I even did standing showers throughout the trip since I didn’t bring my shower chair.  Here are a couple pics of us at the wedding:

That’s (left to right) Neish, Matt, Erin and Christian, with Rebecca and me up front.  They had cheap sunglasses with a sign that said “In case you are blinded by our love” or something cheesy like that.  Pretty funny.

After a few fun days in Cali and a great wedding, we headed to San Diego to hang out with Jonathan and Kristen; Rebecca’s brother and sister-in-law.  Steps leading down into the apartment kept the challenge going, so I didn’t really use the wheelchair there at all, actually.  

The highlight of this part of the trip was maneuvering into a small, 4-seater Cessna and then Jonathan flying the 4 of us to Catalina Island.  Really cool, especially hearing him talk on the radio and seeing how he flew.  He let me fly for a couple minutes.  I dove about 8 feet and Rebecca freaked out, which was my goal, so I turned it back over to him.  Really cool thing to do.

We went to the Padres/Giants game that night, too.  What a huge ballpark!  Crazy.  

I sadly had to spend a lot of the days working in San Diego, putting out fires and whatnot.  But it was a great trip.  I got tons of walking in, including walking with crutches most of the way from one gate to another in Salt Lake City for our layover.  That had to have been a good 1000 feet or so.  

Tonight I’m gonna try and grab dinner with Kip, one of the inpatients from RIC.  I think he’s mostly rid himself of his wheelchair except for long trips around the city.  He’s the one that had the exact same injury as me, accident days after mine, and maintained a lot of movement in his legs from the outset.  It’s interesting to compare.  

A lot going on.  This week Rebecca and I head to NY with the softball team to compete in a major league wheelchair softball tournament.  That’s  a mouthful.  It should be fun, too.  I think I’ll actually get to play this time.

Have a good weekend - 

Chip

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Stim therapy.  Cool stuff.  Might have to buy me one of those.

SKYRISE Chicago - Yeah sure why not? + Tony Baptized!

Tiffany (my therapist) told me she thought there was a chance that if my recovery continued at its current pace, I’d have a good shot at completing the SkyRise Chicago.  It’s climbing all 2,109 steps of the Willis Tower (still known as the Sears Tower in Chicago).  As Mark Stephan says, “If you can climb 2 stairs, you can climb 2,000!”  Well, apparently Tiffany asked Mark if he thought I could do it.  Upon hearing I had already climbed 40 stairs, Mark - perhaps overly optimistically - said, “Oh yeah.  Easy.”

Mark has climbed the tower 2 or 3 times already.  Maybe more, I’m not sure.  Apparently he shaves off an hour each year.  I figure if I get in good enough shape to climb 7 stairs a minute, then I can do it in 5 hours.  7 stairs a minute doesn’t seem hard.  7 stairs a minute for 5 hours seems pretty daunting.  But so did running a marathon the first time.  And so did climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro.  Well, fine, yes, they WERE daunting, even while doing them.  But still, I need a big challenge and I think this is it.  

Here’s the link.  I think I’ve posted it before.  There is a cool marketing video.  Mark, who I’ve mentioned several times, is actually in the video.  

http://ric.convio.net/site/PageServer?pagename=home

Okay so that’s the big news.  Other than that, therapy has been progressing.  It’s been less than a week since my last post so nothing revolutionary to share (other than what I just talked about).  

One cool thing Tiffany did was use electric stimulation (stim therapy) to get some of the weaker muscles in my left leg kicking.  It worked.  I’ll post a video in a sec of what she was doing below, which is getting the muscles to flex that make my foot lift up.  This is the muscle that, since it’s weak, causes my left foot to drag when I’m not wearing braces.  

After we did that for a little bit, she got a “trigger” that allowed her to shock the muscle at just the right time while I was walking on the treadmill.  She’d go 1:30 minutes like that, then 30 seconds of me on my own to see if it continued.  Pretty cool.  We did that for a while.

What is probably the biggest news of the week is that my friend Tony, who was my last roommate at RIC, was baptized this past Sunday at his church down in Englewood in Chicago.  A couple weeks ago when I asked him how he was doing he texted back, “I was saved today,” at which point I started bouncing off the walls.  Very cool to see this change in him.   

Tony and me outside his church after the baptism.  What an awesome worship, by the way.

Tony and I agree on the answer when the inevitable question comes up, “Why me?” First of all, God doesn’t punish us.  Not since Jesus died.  Okay there’s that.  Next, if this happened to us without us having any decision in the matter, then it was God’s will.  Either that or you can argue that it was meaningless, which is fairly depressing.  Okay so let’s go with God’s will!  So if it was God’s will, and He doesn’t punish us, then what is the number one thing God wants of us?  To worship and glorify Him.  So there’s that.  So then, it’s only logical that this happened to us because we would better worship and glorify Him, and better show others how to worship and glorify Him.  And we know it’s true because it’s already proven itself over and over again.  

Okay so big week, actually.  Let me see what videos my dad took that I can post.  He is heading home tomorrow to Kentucky for good.  He will certainly be missed but it’s time for him to go hang with my mom again :)  

Oh yeah - also Rebecca and I are heading out to California tomorrow for her friend’s wedding this weekend.  We’ll be staying in a cool beach house in LA for the wedding, then going down to San Diego to see her brother Jonathan and his wife, Kristen.  Jonathan has a pilot’s license so I’m gonna try and hop up into a private plane so we can buzz over to Catalina Island.  Sounds pretty sweet, huh?  It’ll be an experiment!  Where do you put a wheelchair in a small prop plane? Haha…

G’night!

Chip

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This is from yesterday.  We spent about 5 minutes walking with no braces at all.  As you can see my left foot drags a bit as I can’t lift it up the way I can with the right foot.

No more Facebook notifications -

I’m turning off the feature that follows a post with an update in the newsfeed of Facebook so as not to annoy those not interested.  Just go to chipgettingwell.tumblr.com if you ever want an update on my progress.  Thanks!

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Walking with no brace on my right leg.  Much improvement in the last couple months.

More progress - Go Louie and Ralph!

Alright Candi Sutton - since you complained that I hadn’t blogged, here ya go!

More progress all the time now.  Tiffany (my PT) is back from her vacation and she was encouraged by how far I had come in two weeks with Walter.  I saw her Wednesday and Friday this week.  First she had me walking on the treadmill.  She said my gait was already better.  It was nice to hear that since I can’t tell the difference.  We did some interval training and I got up to 2 mph which is a dead out sprint for me.  1 mph was a comfortable pass in between.  After a while doing that, she wanted me to try walking without any brace at all on my right leg.  That is definitely more difficult but forces those stabilizer muscles in the ankle to get to work.  I’ll post a video, but it went surprisingly well.  After a few minutes my right ankle started to fatigue.  Pretty cool, though, walking without anything that fast.  I had never tried walking with an AFO only on my left foot.  Very encouraging.  

After that I was drenched with sweat and exhausted, so we stretched for a few seconds before she had me trying to lift my leg while on my stomach - i.e. work the hamstrings.  I was able to keep my left leg from falling (can’t lift it, yet) for the first time.  Very cool.  My right leg was able to “curl” multiple times before it got tired.  Before I could only do it once, maybe twice.  Progress.

Then we walked around with the crutches.  But first she had me try standing on my own with them.  I haven’t been able to, yet.  I fell on her.  I’ll post the video - it’s pretty funny.  

She had me go to this undulating turf section in the obstacle course area.  It was slightly hard just because it was new.  About the 5th time through it was no big deal.  That was Wednesday.

Today we went outside and took the crutches up and down a ramp.  First using the handrail, then using just the crutches.  Not so bad at all.  I showed her how I could go up and down the stairs - no problem.  Then I walked through a bunch of grass and even kind of messed with her by stepping on a bunch of roots so she would think I was gonna fall.  Good stuff!  

After being outside we went in and worked on the treadmill.  We took my right brace off immediately.  It went better than it had a couple days ago.  I did it for 20 minutes, and then we took off the left brace, as well.  My left foot dragged just a little bit, but otherwise it went alright.  Pretty cool to be walking without any braces.  

Also I was able to stand for 1 minute 4 seconds without holding on to anything.  

Last night we went sailing on Tom’s boat with a bunch of folks.  Really fun.  And beautiful views of the sunset, moonrise (if that’s a thing) - just awesome in general.  Here’s a couple pics people took: 

And after therapy today, I did some work and then went to my first wheelchair softball tournament.  Really awesome and the team was playing great.  I didn’t get to play as I showed up when it really mattered.  But I learned a lot.  Hopefully will play when we go to NYC.

That’s me on the “bench.” This is the quarterfinals.  We won.  I left after the first inning of the semifinals.  We play tomorrow if we won that.  I have no idea if we did or not.  I had to go because Rebecca and I are going bowling tonight.  That’s right.  

G’night - 

Chip

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This is when I fell on Tiffany.  Whoops!

The Need for This Blog...

It’s been exactly two weeks since my last blog entry.  When I stopped and nobody really said anything, I figured that meant that it was time.  Yesterday, however, I was told time and time again by members of my Prospect, KY church - St. John UMC - that it was missed and still of use.  So here I am again writing about my life, for whatever it’s worth!

The last two weeks have been fairly hectic.  I’m staying extremely busy with work trying to get the business where it needs to be.  On top of that therapy and training to walk again take up much of my time.  I devote whatever energy I have left for the other passions in my life and hanging with Rebecca and/or friends.  I’m really happy with where work is heading, but that’s not that interesting to most of you.  I will just say it took me too long to realize how extremely important it is to have the right people in the right places.  

A few huge things have happened lately that left a huge impression on me.  To start, I believe I mentioned before how Stephen and Leah - Rebecca’s brother and sister-in-law - are about to venture off to Kyrgyzstan to start a business focused on chickens and more specifically, eggs.  Yeah, that’s right.  Also Leah is hoping to score a gig as a nurse out there.  Anyway, I had very interesting conversations with them and others about their approach.  It is a very interesting model of how to approach business internationally from a triple bottom line perspective.  

Here’s a pic of a few of us out to brunch discussing exactly that - 

That’s Tweet.  I love that place.

What else?…

In therapy, I’ve very much been focusing on walking with crutches and going up stairs.  I’m up to 40 stairs in the RIC stairwell.  I can also walk down forward, which is harder than it sounds.  Ralph (my right leg) is the one doing most of the work on the stairs.  

Through a mixup at SideStix, they sent me a brand new pair of crutches to my specifications.  I’m really excited about them as they just arrived.  I’m hoping to only use the walker when I absolutely need it.  Anyway for insurance I asked for a quote for SideStix and they thought it was a “paid for” order so went ahead and sent them to me!  Sweet, right?  So I talked them into a 30 day trial at which point hopefully insurance will have paid for most or all of them.  

Here’s me walking around with RIC’s trial pair in training:

Yeah that’s right - I’m walking so fast that Louie (left leg) is a blur.

Here’s me on the stairs - 

The big event, though, was heading home to Kentucky these past several days.  My dad, Rebecca and I headed down on Wednesday and just got back about an hour ago.  My brother Marc had flown in from Dallas to be there.  It was really awesome to just relax and hang out with the family for a few days.  I saw my cousins Ellee and Beth, Beth’s kids Saylor and CJ, Aunt Cha, Uncle Lee, Ellee’s “beau”, Kurt, and TONS of friends of the family.  I was staying upstairs but used the bathroom downstairs since it was more accessible.  Every day I walked up and down the stairs.  Easy way to get a workout in.  

Saturday we had a get-together during the day for everyone that ever emailed me or wrote me a card in the Louisville area.  It was a LOT of people.  I felt very much loved and supported.  It’s been close to 5 months since my accident, but these people still genuinely care about what me and my family have and are going through with this ordeal.  It was touching and overwhelming.  They are the reason I write this blog.  When I hear about kids getting interested in what I write and asking their mom’s to read them the blog as their bedtime story, I am truly touched.  I also have to remember to try and keep it PG!  

Without naming names, several people there are going through their own challenges, or have family members with challenges.  Honestly, everyone has SOMETHING they are dealing with.  It’s not always obvious physical issues like paralysis or cancer.  So I’d like to think this helps everyone out there in some way gain perspective.  Anyway, it was great to connect with everyone, regardless of what they were going through.  

Here is a pic of me with Rob Partin, who I’ve mentioned before.  Rob has a large brain tumor and just completed radiation treatment, going into chemo.  I though he looked great and seemed very much himself.  

Just a couple guys with their life-altering changes! Oh, and my dad.

At church they “recognized” me during the service, which felt very humbling and fairly awkward.  I’m used to people staring at me when I sing or give a presentation, not for being in an accident!  Still getting used to that.  

In hopes of not making this all about my recovery, I’d like to talk about a cool topic that seems to keep popping up.  Does God still speak to people?  That’s the question.  Pastor Dan mentioned it in his sermon today, my parents and I talked about it, and also I read about it in the book called Bonhoeffer: Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy by Eric Metaxas.  I’m more than halfway through and it’s incredible.  He’s incredible and the book gives an amazing insight into those Germans during Hitler’s reign that vehemently disagreed with everything he stood for.  

Bonhoeffer said that while he never experienced God actually “speaking” to him in an audible way, such as often happens in the Bible.  However, he also said that he felt that is why God gave us the Bible - to speak to us. If we ever want God to speak to us, we need only to read the Bible.  Pastor Dan said something along the same lines today in church.  I completely agree with them.  I am not one to say whether or not God audibly speaks to people.  It seems to me that since we are filled with the Holy Spirit, that the Holy Spirit influences our thoughts and decisions by “speaking” to us from the inside.  For me, God is always there in that way. Whether it is my own conscience or actually the Holy Spirit/God becomes much easier to decipher when I am in the word more often.  The less I read the Bible, the quieter that voice is inside me.  Perhaps you are different or similar.  But that’s the way it is for me.

Okay that’s enough for today :)  

I’ll leave you with this pic.  It’s much more pleasant holding on to a gorgeous girl than a walker in able to stand.  By the way, I’m up to a minute standing completely unassisted!

That was on the way back from Louisville.  I had to stretch my legs because they get so cramped and tight.  Sucks, but as you can see it has it’s perks.

Dear Lord, bless all the folks at St. John that made me feel loved this weekend.  Thanks for all the things in my life that I DO have.  Thank You for the progress and allowing me to climb steps.  Thanks for great family and friends.  Please be with all those that I talked with this weekend that are having their own struggles.  Give them strength and fill them with the Holy Spirit so that they can fully enjoy their lives.  Give me rest and healing, God.  Please let my progress and recovery continue.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

G’night,

Chip

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I’ve been doing stairs, lately.  I’m up to 40 in the RIC stairwell.  Crutches should arrive soon, too, which will let me practice at home.  Pretty excited about those.

Da' Bears

The Bears event turned out to be very public, which I didn’t realize until we got there.  29,000 or so people attended to watch them PRACTICE!  Crazy to me that they all paid money for those tickets.  Seems like the Bears should do that more often (however from my viewpoint it was a pretty worthless practice - almost zero hitting).  

The much cooler aspect was having so many friends there.  Erik had invited a few of our mutual friends using his tickets so we had a good crowd.  

Chewie & Keri with baby Elise, my dad, Stephen, Erik & Nina, Ben, Rebecca, Jake, Doug & Sandy and baby Brandon.  

Me and little Brandon!  Dude rocks!

I pretty much watched the practice from here since the seats weren’t really accessible.  Once I start using crutches in public I’ll be able to do stuff like that.  

We all chilled out and enjoyed the great weather and nice view of the field.  Afterwards there were fireworks, at which point Rebecca dropped her phone over the edge where it fell a good 30-50 feet, maybe more.  She ran downstairs to retrieve it and came back laughing.  Somehow, there wasn’t a scratch on the phone.  And it wasn’t even in a case!  An iPhone!  I dropped my iPhone 3 feet and it destroyed it.  What the heck?

Rebecca and I afterwards.  I’m wearing the shirt Chewie got me for my bday.  He is really good about getting gifts.  I am terrible with that stuff.

Afterwards we went to Erik’s for a bit just to wind down the night.

Jake snagged that photo.  Sneaky.

August 4, 2013

Breakfast of leftovers from brunch and Thousand Hole Cake.  You probably don’t know what kind of cake that is.  It’s incredible and my favorite.  My grandma, Grie (short for Gene, somehow), used to make it. 

Since we missed church, we listened to my mom’s sermon from when she returned from Chicago that first time, 2 months after my injury.  It was about worrying and it was good stuff.  I don’t know how she held it together.  I didn’t. 

Rebecca and I caught up on some work and then headed to Dollop, a local coffee shop we like.  I decided to walk to get my workout in.  I had no idea how far it was, really. It seemed reasonable.  We worked for 2-3 hours and then walked back.  I just looked it up on www.mappedometer.com (amazing for measuring running routes and things like that if you aren’t familiar with it) and apparently I went 3,670 feet!  Almost 7/10 of a mile!  That’s from my apartment door to Dollop and back.  That explains why I was dying at the end and getting all grouchy at Rebecca.  Some guy walked by with a little puppy and she said, “Babe look!  Such a cute dog, did you see!?!” to which I responded, “You think I care about a stupid dog right now? Come on!  I’m dying here!”  Sorry, babe.

I don’t remember what I walked in Michigan but I’m pretty sure this is like 1000 feet more than that.  New PR! (as I pass out)

G’night,

Chip

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Leg extensions.  This is my left leg, which is far weaker than my right leg.  It’s coming along.  This is with a 2 lb. weight strapped to it.

Stairs! And getting old -

July 31, 2013

Wednesday went alright - did a couple laps with the crutches for another 520 ft. and some treadmill work.  I worked the rest of the day.

August 1, 2013

Thursday I basically worked all day.  I did some light workouts at home before heading to watch Rebecca’s softball playoff game.  It was a great game, actually, with a come-from-behind victory in the last inning with 2 outs and 2 strikes.  I rolled up to the fence and stood up for the last inning there to watch, which felt somewhat “normal.” Hung out afterward with the team at Bad Dog.  Sanchez threw me a team shirt.  That was nice of him - they are pretty sweet.

August 2, 2013

I tried actual stairs in therapy for the first time!  It was awesome.  Therapy leading up to that point sucked.  The treadmill I like was taken so I ended up on a far less efficient one (for me - hand rails were too low).  After that I did crutches but they were the wrong ones and were too short.  Again, trouble.  Then had bathroom issues.  Ugh.  

But then we tried stairs which I had really been looking forward to for some time.  Mark Stephan said, “I thought to myself, ‘if I can do two stairs, why not two thousand?!’”  So I was thinking about that.  It was a setup they have on the 12th floor there - 3 steps following by a landing area leading to a doorway.  There is a hand rail on the right side.  I used the handrail with my right hand and had a crutch in the left.  My right leg is the only one I can lift up like that, but the first step when great!  Tiffany was concerned about going down, not up, so we went up and down the first step 2-3 times.  Then I got impatient and went up all 3 stairs.  It wasn’t quick or anything but man did it improve my confidence.  I’m considering signing up for the Skyrise Chicago Tower Up!, which is to climb the 103 flights of stairs in the Willis Tower (Sears Tower).  It’s obviously a gamble since I don’t know where I’ll be in November.  Here’s the site with a cool video if you’re interested:

http://ric.convio.net/site/PageServer?pagename=home

There is also an indoor hand-cycling competition on the ground floor.  If I decide not to do the climb I’ll probably do that.  

After the stairs I did some strengthening work on the mat.  I’ll post a video of that in a sec.  The highlight was doing some leg extensions.  My left leg was lifting 2 lbs. (3 x 15 or so) and my right leg was doing 16 lbs!

Aug 3, 2013.

My birthday.  I’m old.  Mid-thirties.  Ugh.

So far today I’ve had a pretty great day.  The weather is a sunny 75 and I got my workout in early by walking to the grocery with Rebecca.  While we were heading back my dad showed up to go to brunch so I jumped in the car. 

I mentioned a while ago that my friends - mainly Erik - had worked to get me a signed jersey by the Blackhawks.  We were all surprised when I opened the package to find a Toews jersey.  It was signed by Toews on his number on the back.  But when I flipped it over we were shocked to see the rest of the team had signed, as well!  Now that the Hawks have won the Stanley Cup, it’s a bit of a treasure.  So for my birthday my dad had it framed - glass on both sides so I can flip it and show either side.  Cool, huh?  Thanks, dad!

We had a great brunch at Tweet.  So good.  I had an interesting drink which was beer mixed with tomato juice.  I forget the name.  Awesome chorizo quiche, too.  

Tonight we are headed to Soldier Field to eat and watch the Bears practice.  I’ve definitely had some setbacks in my life recently, but things are very good.  Praise God.

Dear Lord, thank You for the continued progress.  Please be with Kurt and his family.  Please be with the Partin family.  Please be with Janice Zimmer.  Please be with the Batsons. Please fill everyone with the peace and hope that can only be found through Jesus Christ and understanding how He loved the world.  Thank you for letting me see another year.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

Okay gotta get ready for the Bears.  Peace.

Chip 

Likin' the crutches -

July 28, 2013

I went to church where Stephen and Leah talked a little about their upcoming journey to Kyrgyzstan.  I still can’t believe they’re moving there for a couple years to join some sort of chicken business.  Crazy!  

After that, we made our way out to the burbs for a party at pastor Joe Riccardi’s cousin’s house - Mike and Jackie.  They call it a Riccardi Party (pronounced Rikotty Potty, spoken loudly).  There were other family members there and lots of people from church.  Mike and Jackie are great.  They are all italian so we ate really, really, really well.  They have a great house with tons of games and activities in the backyard including monkey bars, a zip line, pickle ball on a tennis court, volleyball… probably more.  I got jealous of everyone playing sports so did a few pullups on the monkey bars (they are kid height), wheelchair with backpack and all!  It got a few laughs.   Wish I had a pic so you can believe me.

After dinner Joe went around and asked a few people to share their testimony.  When he asked me to talk, it went well until I mentioned the accident, then started sobbing a little.  I hate that.  Can’t control it.  I talked about how it has changed my life and how it’s frankly just terrible.  But also how it has brought me so much closer to God and how clear His plan is to me now.  I feel like that’s what it’s like - seeing God’s plan - it’s either blurry and foggy, or clearer and clearer.  I talked about how Rebecca and I had a plan that worked out very well for both God and us, but didn’t necessarily include much suffering for His sake.  It was a convenient arrangement.  And now that we are experiencing so much suffering, it is very clear to me how I can use the suffering to do His will.  I should also look at other ways to change my life so that I am really pushing my comfort levels to do His will, not just stuff that makes me feel good.

I am directly below the photographer here so you can’t see me.  The guy on the steps is talking about his story.  Another good one.

July 29, 2013

Therapy/training in the morning.  Now that Jeremy is gone, I get subs.  On this day I had Jillian.  Holy cow did she push me!  She started nicely asking if 30 minutes was okay on the treadmill.  I told her my records were 41 minutes and 0.52 miles and that we should try to break one of those or both.  Once she realized my attitude she kind of went nuts and we starting doing crazy stuff - walking backwards on the treadmill, interval training much more intensely than I had done before, and more that I’ll explain in a sec.  In the interval training I was doing 1.4 mph, which is a PR for me.  I was so exhausted by the walking backwards that I didn’t have tons of energy left.  And I wanted to try the crutches again, so I only went 1/3 of a mile.  

We went to the 9th floor where they have a sweet track system.  I think I already posted a video of that.  With the crutches I made it two laps this time, or 520 feet!  Definitely a PR for me.  Just two sessions prior I was barely able to make it back and forth a few time for probably less than 100 ft.  It’s nice to be getting the hang of it.  When I practice with the walker at home it seems lame now.  So 4 stars for Jillian.  Good day.

July 30, 2013

Today I headed to the burbs for a co-op board meeting for Papa John’s.  It was nice to see the guys again and talk kind marketing strategy for several hours straight.  Right up my alley.  Thanks to my dad for driving and I’m glad he got to hang out and see what the banter was like.  

After the meeting I had a series of work calls and then worked out at home.  The highlight was heading out to my first wheelchair sporting practice.  After hitting some balls they invited me to go with them this weekend to compete in Nebraska.  Kind of nuts consider I hadn’t even taken the field, yet.  But I think they are short on guys or something.  I had to say no since it’ll be my birthday and we are going to an event with the Bears on Saturday where I’ll be representing PJs.  Here’s a pic of the field:

It’s kind of cool - sponsored by the Cubs and the Chicago Park District.  It even has a scoreboard.  You use specialized chairs, too (thanks, RIC), that have slanted wheels for quick spinning and speed and they can’t tip back at all.  There’s a bar that goes around the front in case you ram each other trying to make it to a base!  Crazy!  Can’t wait to get into this stuff more.  Apparently wheelchair rugby is pretty intense.  Sled hockey just SOUNDS cool.

That’s about it.  Great couple of days.  

God bless!

G’night - 
Chip

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Getting a little more confident with the crutches.  I made it 520 feet today on them.  And that was after 1/3 of a mile on the treadmill.

Jealousy vs. Appreciation

Yesterday in training the crutches went much smoother.  Much like with the walker, it’s going to be easier and easier with the more confidence I gain.  Wednesday I just walked back and forth a few times before I was exhausted (see the video I just posted).  Yesterday (Friday), I walked back and forth for a while, had a conversation with Jeremy while doing it, and he also had me try a side-stepping exercise.  The side-stepping was extremely hard due to the “tone” in my groin muscles.  When my legs lock out (which allows me to stand and walk), my feet also like to act like magnets to each other.  So side-stepping was a challenge.  The plus is that after that, walking normally seemed like a breeze.  

Yesterday was Jeremy’s last day.  He definitely helped me a lot these last several weeks.  I’ll be interested to see who fills in for him.  He’s headed up to Ravenswood for the RIC therapy center there, where he’ll be one of just 3 therapists.  

I didn’t mention in my last post that I walked (with walker) from my apartment all the way to Bar on Buena.  It’s not a record for distance, but it’s the first time I’d walked outside of the building.  I encountered uneven sidewalks like in Michigan, but also very steep corners into intersections that are even hard in a wheelchair.  I also went across a high traffic crosswalk (across Broadway) for the first time.  I ALMOST made it across before the light turned green again.  Almost.  Thank you Erik, for spotting me. 

Worth noting from the walk is that 3 separate people all encouraged me along the way.  One woman on a porch across the street was talking on her cell and stopped to say, “You’re doing great!  You got it!”  A car was driving by and the driver yelled out the window, “Nice job! Keep going!” and a guy walking the opposite direction on crutches stopped to fist bump me.  He also said a prayer in arabic.  I’m assuming he’s muslim.  I said a quick prayer for him, as well.  I have a feeling we had a mutual understanding that we were from different religions and also that we didn’t mind.  Pretty cool.  

Last night we saw a show at Second City with Emily and Ryan, who was in from North Dakota.  It was really hilarious.  I was a little bummed because the show coincided with a talk by John Piper at Moody that I really wanted to see.  Next time, I guess.  

On the way out of Second City, I was waiting on the crew at the bottom of the escalator.  They had all gone to the bathroom.  All the other people were leaving the theater and going down the escalator.  I had to take the elevator - normally I’d take the escalator but it was too narrow for my wheelchair.  It’s always a great reaction from people when I jump on, though!

All these people were heading down - couples, groups of friends, etc.  Some were clearly heading home and some were gearing up for a night out.  I got jealous again.  I watched them effortlessly hop off the escalator, bounce around, goof off, boys chasing their girls, doing dips on the escalator, etc.  It was kind of hard.  I’m getting used to it, but at the same time you never really get used to it.  

I am realizing I have a much greater respect for the human body now.  Whereas before I would just be jealous and get angry when I saw people walking/running/biking/whatever, now I see their muscles and am in awe.  I still get jealous, but it’s also now more an appreciation of movement.  Watching people walk, move their legs while sitting - watching the muscles flex so effortlessly….  it’s really quite beautiful.  For me, moving a leg is like heavy weightlifting.  I know, because I used to do a lot of weightlifting.  It’s exactly like that - grunting, straining, pushing… I see my calf muscle flex just a LITTLE BIT and it’s exhilarating.  Then I head out to Michigan Ave to hop on the bus and the strangest things amaze me now.  If someone stands on their tip-toes to get a better view, they come across as an expert gymnast to me.  God really created something beautiful in the human body.  Now I get more upset when I see people NOT using this gift.  If I had my legs fully return to normal, I’d be overcommitting myself to all kinds of activities.  I get frustrated when I see people that don’t really appreciate what they have.  

When Jeremy left he said he hoped to see me around town and that if he saw me in a year, I’d probably be…. (he paused, being careful what to say) on my feet.  I knew what he meant and that he was just being careful with his words.  Liability and all that.  I told him I hoped he was right!  I hope I can walk again.  I am not accepting anything less than that right now.

Dear Lord, please give me strength, healing, wisdom, and energy.  Fill me with Your holy spirit.  Be with Kurt and his family as his mother just passed away.  Give us all a clearer path so that we know we are correctly following Your will.  Thank You for my life.  Thank You for my determination.  I love you, Lord.  In Jesus’ name, amen.  

Have a great weekend - 

Chip

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Stumbling around with my first real attempt at crutches while wearing AFOs.  I’ve already gotten better since this jittery run.

Crutches (again)...

Yesterday in therapy I tried forearm crutches for the first time since one of the last days as an inpatient.  It went way better.  I don’t know if it was my increased strength or moving from KAFOs to AFOs.  Either way, it’s still very hard, but now doable.  I’ve gotten pretty good with the walker but the walker doesn’t mimic a regular gait very well.  Hopefully moving towards crutches will make my gait better and also allow me more flexibility with where I go.  For instance, STAIRS!  I also practiced stepping up and down a 4” block in therapy.  And up to a 6” block.  A regular step is 8” so I am getting close.  I think I could probably do it - it would just be extremely hard and slow going.  Chances are I’ll get my shot at it in Kentucky when I go home in a few weeks.

I met with Peggy after therapy.  She’s on the board of the RIC.  We had talked a few times before and I had expressed my interest in getting involved however I can.  It looks like there’s a chance I can give a talk to current inpatients about what it’s like a couple months after leaving the RIC.  Also I’ll hopefully be joining the associate board which raises awareness and funds for spinal cord injuries and the RIC.  Pretty excited about both aspects of that!

Work in the afternoon, then small group at night.  That’s about it.  My dad headed back to KY for the weekend this morning.

Today was interesting.  I had an ultrasound done at the request of Dr. Anschel to learn more about my bladder and kidneys.  I’ll find out Monday.  They let me know it would be about $500 out of my pocket.  Yay!  Hopefully the estimate is overblown. 

After that I worked out at the RIC gym for a bit.  I met a couple new guys that are my age.  One guy I thought was recently injured since he was an inpatient at the same time as me.  Just on a different floor.  His name is Ali.  It turns out he was injured 10 years ago and is just now gaining some walking function.  Kind of threw me that he had been struggling for so long…

Dear Lord, thank You for giving me strength.  Please give me more strength.  Dear Lord, thank You for giving me wisdom.  Please give me more wisdom.  Dear Lord, thank You for healing me.  Please keep healing me.  Do the same for those that seek you.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

G’night, 

Chip

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The NuStep machine at the RIC gym.  I can go without using my arms for about a minute before I get exhausted.  This looks like heavy settings but it’s the easiest setting there is.  

Many firsts and new PRs -

It’s been a week since my last post.  I’ll try to keep this from turning into a novel, but a lot has happened.

I believe it was Tuesday last week where I left off.  

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Wednesday morning I did some tough training on the treadmill followed by some stretching and strengthening on the mat.  That seems to be the standard now so I won’t bore you with the details.  

That night I had small group at my place.  We are working through Acts.  Per usual, good conversation and reflection on the word.  

Thursday, July 18, 2013

I had my second appointment at the RIC gym.  They assessed my strengths and goals in the first session.  So in this meeting, theycame up with a training program for me and walked me through it.  Lots of arm work but also some good leg strengthening and cardio. 

My dad and I were lucky enough to meet up with the Halls for lunch at D4, close to RIC.  Jim and Connie were the ones that really, really made it easy for my parents to stick around in Chicago when I was hurt.  Let’s just say they have a LOT of Marriott points.  On top of that, Connie rounded up about 90 other people to also donate points.  So my parents were able to stay in a nice hotel suite room for something close to 2 months.  Crazy!

After meeting with the Halls I headed back to the gym to try out that workout plan.  Not bad.  Nice to vary it up a bit.  

Friday, July 19, 2013

Rebecca and I got up early to head to Alma, Michigan, with Leah, Stephen, and Chris.  It was my first time out of town since the injury.  My parents were texting and emailing prayers and thoughts since they were so anxious (unnecessarily so…).  

On the way there we had a lunch pitstop at Founder’s Brewery in Grand Rapids, Michigan.  Great sandwiches and… beer.

The dark beer was good.  The light beer was not.

We got to Alma in time for dinner with the sisters.  Oh, right, so yeah, Rebecca’s sister Beth, now known as Sister Mary Benedicta, is a “sister” (they prefer “sister” to “nun”… fun fact). Alma is the home of the Sisters of Mercy, who are an amazing bunch of women.  Seriously, they are perpetually smiling, laughing, and just enjoying every aspect life has to offer.  

After dinner Rebecca walked with me outside on the sidewalk.  It was uneven, went up and down, and also there was a small step into the house where we stayed.  It was a great challenge, but nothing compared to what I did the next day.  I probably walked over 1000 ft that night… no idea, really.  

Saturday, July 20, 2013

We headed out to Midforest, Michigan, where Mother Mary Quentin’s family had a fair amount of land, complete with a small house on the lake, ATVs (like 6), and huge floats on the lake (trampoline, log…???).  

I can’t even describe how hilarious and fun it was to participate in all of this.  It seems not so long ago that I was barely able to do anything in the hospital.  

After a bite for lunch, the girls went kayaking while the guys got on the ATVs for a good 2 hours.  We went everywhere!  I had a bit of a hard time getting on the thing but after that it wasn’t so bad.  I stayed on just fine.  

Here’s my favorite pic of the day:

That’s at the top of “blueberry hill”, where the sisters picked some tiny blueberries for us to eat on the spot.  Pretty nice view of the area from up there, too.  I seriously can’t believe this even happened!  Hahaha I love that picture…

We got back from ATVing and the girls were anxious to try it out.  They went for a while and I strategized about how to get into the lake.  One of the sisters suggested I go to the end of the dock and kind of climb down into the lake.  I opted for walking slowly down the sand bank with my walker.  It seemed to work alright.  I “swam” (meaning backstroke with a noodle underneath) out to the inflatable trampoline and log.  There was a large floating mat which I climbed onto.  It wasn’t that comfortable but every time I got into the water these tiny fish kept nibbling at me!  

The mat gave me a good view of what became a contest for everyone else to see how far they could run down the log.  Unassisted, I think Stephen won.  Assisted (Stephen holding the end steady), Chris almost ran the whole way.  I wish I had a pic of Stephen taking 4 steps and then landing on his crotch before bouncing into the water.  Pretty hilarious.

I swam back and was handed my walker to get out of the water.  I had to get up on my knees, then was happily able to kick my right leg forward so that I could stand.  From there it was a short walk to my wheelchair just past the water where an entourage of people got me back to dry land.  Pretty great and fun.  Again, wish I had a pic of that!

Dinner, then back to Alma.  Mother Mary Quentin (she is AWESOME) told me about her nephew that had an accident when he was 21 and is now a quadriplegic.  I didn’t get to meet him but he sounds incredible.  Apparently he now runs a therapy center for others with disabilities.  I also learned later that he barely moved at all for the first 9 months.  He was able to walk with a walker after 3-4 years of therapy.  YEARS!  This is going to be a long road of recovery.  Maybe life long.  The encouraging part is that I’m not even 4 months post-injury and am already walking around quite a bit.  

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Mass at 10am.  Going to Park, it is definitely interesting to participate in a Mass service.  This was definitely what I would call a “pure” service.  Bible readings, songs, more readings, prayers, and that’s it.  Short and simple.  No real “message”/sermon like I am used to hearing.  Pretty interesting.

I decided to walk the way to the small building where we were to have lunch with the sisters.  Everyone joined me which was pretty cool.  The best was walking in the middle of the road to cover the gap where there was no sidewalk. 

After lunch I walked back, as well.  I looked it up later - it was about 2300 ft in total, pretty much crushing my previous walker PR of 1700 ft. 

We headed home and grabbed a deal at Piece to take back to the apartment.  Long day.  

Monday, July 22, 2013

Jeremy is transferring out of the downtown RIC location, so with his transition I got two new therapists yesterday in Sara and another with an ethnic name I can’t recall.  It was great to vary it up a little.  On the treadmill we did interval training (with walking… I know), and the strength training was good stuff.  I can definitely tell my left leg, while still way weaker than the right leg, is slowly getting stronger.  

I was in a sour mood all morning from not getting any sleep after a long weekend.  Sorry for being so grumpy to you, dad.  Luckily I worked in a nap after therapy and was able to get some much needed sleep Monday night.  

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

After getting some good sleep, I got up and headed to Dollop with Rebecca to do some work.  Then I headed to a brunch meeting with Steve at Melrose Diner.  Steve and I typically would meet once a week for brunch there to discuss everything with the business, but we really hadn’t officially done this since my accident.  It was great to be back there.  I transferred over to the booth seat and had my usual feta and spinach omelette covered in salsa.  Delicious.  And we got some great work done.

I jumped on the bus and headed to the RIC gym to workout.  I like the new routine.  It takes about 1.5 hours to complete with all the leg work.  It is going to be a great complement to all the walking I’m doing.  The NuStep machine is pretty awesome, too.  It’s perfect for me to strengthen my legs.  I’ll post a video in a sec of me using nothing but legs on it.  

More work after that and here I am typing this much-delayed blog entry.  

Thank you so much if you have sent me a card.  Some of you have sent me LOTS of cards (you know who you are…).  Aunt Cha, you are the winner.  My aunt Cha sends hilarious “blurbs” all the time, such as, “I can only please one person per day.  Today is not your day.  Tomorrow doesn’t look good, either.”  She’s so funny.

Thank you so much for the prayers.  Thank you, Sisters of Mercy, for an amazing weekend and also for all your support and prayers.  

Thank you all.  I feel very blessed.  This is an extremely long and difficult ordeal but I feel very loved and supported by so many loving and caring people that have entered my life.  I am starting to believe that this accident was a blessing.  

G’night!
Chip

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A little assistance with my stride…

July 16 - So tired

I am completely exhausted these last couple days.  Definitely need more rest.  

Yesterday I got up and went to therapy where Jeremy immediately put me on the treadmill.  He really pushed me, which was awesome.  I am hurting now, though.  I did 4 rounds of 10 minutes on the treadmill.  The first round he pushed me up to .9 mph, gradually.  The second round he used this contraption that pulled my feet a little via strings attached to thick rubber bands.  I got up to 1.3 mph that way.  The 3rd and 4th rounds I got up to 1.1 mph.  I went an extra minute at the end for the heck of it, totaling 41 minutes and 0.52 miles!  I was psyched to have gone half a mile.  New PRs for both time and distance.

Last night I joined up with Rebecca, Eli and Jenny at the free concert at Pritzker Pavilion.  

The concert was fun but the main thing I’m happy about was that I successfully attempted getting down onto the grass without assistance.  I hadn’t tried that, yet.  Even better was getting back into my wheelchair from the ground.  It was hard but still, happy to do it without help!

This morning was just a visit with Dr. Anschel to see how things were going.  All is well.  

Tonight a group of us are headed to the Book of Mormon downtown.  I am pretty psyched about it as there have been pretty awesome reviews.  Plus I’ll be sitting in a regular seat, which should hopefully feel good.

Other than that, trying to get more and more back into work.  It’s hard to balance things with how long it takes me to do things and also all the time I have committed to my recovery.  

Dear Lord, please give me strength, wisdom, and guidance. Please heal me and allow me to walk again.  Please be with those in similar situations.  Please be with my family and friends and ease their minds when it comes to my well-being.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

Chip

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Tony and I taking a stroll during a rooftop grill party Rebecca and I had today.

Renewed Vigor

Time since I’ve worn the brace (at all): a week

Time since living at RIC: a little over a month

My back is stronger and stronger.  At first I needed to use the back of the brace in my wheelchair since the backrest is terrible.  But now I don’t even need that.  It pretty much sits in my closet, right where I like it.  

I’ve changed up how I walk now that I have AFOs.  Each step, I try to focus my energy into flexing the right muscles in each leg.  Now that I can bend my knees when I walk, I can focus on the quads, straighten the leg, then try pushing off with the foot and calf.  The lifting and bending of the leg is much, much harder.  They still stay pretty straight.  If I go super slow I can bend the right leg in the air.  My steps are more sure, now.  I rarely clank the metal parts against each other and I don’t “hop” unless I’m going faster.  Yesterday I split up the workout into two sessions and set a new PR of 1700 ft.  Pretty happy since that was with AFOs but I still want to do more and focus on my form; bend the legs more.

I think I’m gonna try going up stairs soon.  I saw on youtube how to do it in a wheelchair, too.  I’ll probably just try both - with just AFOs and with the wheelchair.  It’ll take a little planning to make sure I don’t risk anything - so we’ll see.  Sometime this coming week, maybe.

Right now I’m in the middle of something like 5-6 books.  I’ve always been one to read a book until it’s finished so this is weird.  So when I added yet another book to the mix the other day, I decided to plow through it.  It’s called Rise and Walk by Dennis Byrd.  He’s the Jets player that was paralyzed from a huge hit into another teammate in 1992.  He doesn’t have the same injury as me (he is C5, I am T12) and it seems his spinal cord wasn’t damaged as much, but it was still a good read.  And motivational.  The way he played football and the way he trained was in a way to make sure there was nobody out there doing as much as he was.  My favorite part is how in high school he wanted to practice hitting, so he but a wooden post in his yard and just get hitting it for hours until he was bleeding, exhausted, and crying.  There’s a movie about him out there, too… I think I watched it forever ago.  

Dennis had amazing faith in God all throughout his injury, which resonates with me.  It made it far easier for him to push himself in therapy, to go about daily life, etc.  Same as me.  And, similar to me, even with all that, he still had extremely trying days and felt bouts of depression and loss.  

His recovery sounds much like Ivan’s, an inpatient with me I may have mentioned that came here from Panama to get the finest care.  Ivan was also a higher level injury, but it was what they call central cord syndrome. It means the center of the cord is damaged more than the outside.  Really rare, but the result is that the return in the legs is more than the upper body.  Both people mentioned have upper body return, as well, but they were able to walk with just a walker after just a couple months.  Also it’s natural walking, not like me where my tone helps out a ton.  Mark Stephan, the cool guy I mentioned on RIC’s board, has the same thing.  

There was a really good quote that Dennis attributed to Arthur Ashe.  It was his best example of how to respond when people say, “Why me?”  It’s the most troublesome, deep, question that is asked by patients of all severe illnesses and injuries.  Why me?  Why did this have to happen to me?  Why didn’t it happen to the jerk down the street?  Arthur was ranked #1 in tennis in 1968.  Later he had heart bypass surgery where he contracted HIV during a blood transfusion.  There are two things I think about when this question comes up now:

1. Arthur’s response, “If I say “Why me?’ then I’ve got to say ‘Why me?’ about all the good things that have happened in my life.”


2. God knew I had the strength and faith to get through this and be that much stronger for it and better-suited to do His will.  

Thanks to this book, I am once again motivated to try that much harder in my recovery.  I can do more.  I will do more.  I will walk again.  Heck, I’m already walking, just really slow and not entirely of my own accord.  

Anyway, some people are coming over soon and I need to make a run to Jewel to get some food to grill and whatnot.  Some of the folks coming over were inpatients at RIC with me!  Tony, Kip, maybe Jayme… I’m psyched to see them!  I hope you all have a great Sunday!

Chip

 

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This is the monthly checkup to see if I am getting stronger.  I am.  My left leg is definitely getting stronger, too, which is huge for me.

Stronger

"You don’t know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." - Bob Marley

Yesterday at RIC I had my monthly assessment.  It’s hard to believe I’ve been in my apartment and an outpatient for a full month!  She retested all my muscles (different from the ASIA test) and gave me scores like 4-, 3+, etc. The best you can do is a 5, which means normal, basically.  I had lots of 3+’s and 4-’s in my right leg and 2-’s in my left leg.  All that really matters is that all but two of my muscles got stronger over the past month in BOTH legs.  So that’s really good news.  I just pray it continues.  Thank you all for your prayers.  I believe in them and I believe they are helping me.  Truly.  I’ll post a video in a sec.

After the assessment, Tiffany got me up on the treadmill again (shocker).  We focused on form and which hand to put pressure on, when to shift weight, etc.  It’s like golf in trying to focus on 10 things at the same time.  Surprising considering I’m just trying to walk right but there ya go.  

The new goal is to try out crutches in 2-3 weeks.  Crutches are more maneuverable than a walker and also helps practice a more natural gait.  She expects me to progress enough in the next few weeks to be ready for that.  I hope.  

No hands!  We practiced standing, flexing each quad (come on left leg…), and stepping.  I was exhausted when it was time to do some stretching.  That’s good.  I don’t like finishing without being exhausted.  Feels like you left something on the table when you do that.  

The other kind of cool news is that Sara and Jason from 7 might use my videos and story as an example to inpatients.  The idea and hope would be that it would encourage them to put in that extra effort in order to progress.  Really cool and I hope to help however possible in that way.  

Separate friends Dan and Eli (as in, they didn’t know each other) both came from Cali yesterday so got to hang with them a bit.  We all grilled out on the roof last night and enjoyed a little Makers.  Good times.  I have no idea why there weren’t more people on the roof.  It was great weather and a great sunset.  

Off to brunch for me, then more working out with the AFOs.  I hope everyone has an amazing weekend.

Much love - 

Chip

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Walking with the walker in the pool - going backwards here.  

Another day, another walk

Yesterday at RIC started in the pool with Kelly, who I hadn’t met before.  She pushed me to use the walker and also do some side stepping, which combined works all the muscle groups in my legs.  I’ll post a video of walking backwards in a sec.  

In therapy/training (I prefer calling it training but am afraid I’ll confuse people) with Tiffany, I walked on the treadmill for a while then did some stretching and strengthening exercises.  Good workout - I was pooped afterwards.  

Last night my parents, Rebecca and I grilled out on the rooftop of my apartment building and then played some Rummikub.  Good times.  

While my mom and Rebecca were up in the apartment, my dad and I had a good talk about things.  I had been feeling pretty down the last few days.  While my parents and Rebecca were encouraged by how I had spent so much of the day using my walker instead of the wheelchair, all I saw was the prospect of a very difficult life.  I don’t want every small task to be a workout, but that’s the way it is right now.  

Anyway, my dad gave me a good inspirational talk.  He told me how I could (and should) use this as an opportunity to be an advocate for others who are going through the same thing.  While he was talking, a song was playing on my iPad and it couldn’t have been more prophetic.  Only certain people like this type of music, but I like it and the message was perfect for the discussion.  Flux Pavilion’s “I Can’t Stop”:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q9rewnLFYw

Well it’s a rollercoaster of emotion with me but I’m once again motivated.  I want to make a difference in this world.  As I’ve said before, hopefully what happened to me will allow me to have MORE of an impact on the world, not less.  The only way that makes sense is if I use what’s happened to me as a way of impact.  I will.  I just have to figure it out.

God bless and g’night!

Chip 

New Steps

"Life has meaning only in the struggle.
Triumph or defeat is in the hands of the gods.
So let us celebrate the struggle.” - Swahili warrior song

I’m not a Swahili warrior.  And I also am not polytheistic.  But this is a good quote, at least for me. 

The last couple days have been big for me in my training.  And also sad in my home.  I made strides with training but we had to make a tough decision with Goldie, the foster dog we had for about 10 days.

Yesterday, therapy went well and as planned, Vari came down from orthotics and saw me walk for a couple seconds before taking my KAFOs to chop them down.  So I no longer have KAFOs, but AFOs.  Some spinal cord injuries never get to this point so I’m ecstatic!  The AFOs are vastly easier to put on - I just cross my leg and put them on the same way I put on shoes.  It’s great.  Walking with them is actually a fair amount harder since a) my knees bend, lessening stability and requiring more actual muscle work and b) I can’t just rest on them when I stand.  These are good things, because it will force me to work harder and use more muscles all around.  

Another sweet benefit of the AFOs is sitting down.  Instead of my legs staying straight, they bend at the knee and I can sit down much more normally, or rather, less awkwardly.  That means I can pretty much wear them all day and walk when needed. 

Today we had to take Goldie back to PAWS.  The impending loss of our canine friend created sadness and a fair amount of tension between me and Rebecca.  Neither of us wanted to part ways with her, but we decided we weren’t really ready for it and also that a dog like Goldie would be better-suited in a house with a yard.  The result was that we were upset we didn’t have a house with a yard.

My parents went with us and my mom suggested that I try not using my wheelchair and try out my AFOs in full force.  So I left my wheelchair at home, walked down the halls and out to the car, transferred to the car from the walker, etc.  It was a first and very difficult but nice to not feel tethered to the chair on wheels.  

After dropping off Goldie we went to grab a bite close to wear Rebecca needed to babysit for my good friends Ron and Iliana.  Their kids are Miela and Henry - both are pretty awesome and really smart.  Anyway I needed to go to the bathroom (aka cath) and after getting out of the car and into the restaurant - an effort in itself - found out that the bathroom was actually in the adjoining hotel.  Oh yeah, and on the 2nd floor down a hall.  So instead of sitting down to eat, I got my second workout of the day just going to the bathroom.  At least it went well without the wheelchair.  

I got back in time to order and for Rebecca to leave.  Not long after leaving, though, she came back with Miela and Henry to say hi.  Miela was rocking what looked like some crazy, glittery Converse, knee-high boots.  Pretty awesome haha… Henry showed off his knowledge of human anatomy by pointing to ears, eyes, nose, hair, etc.  He’s barely 2, so it was impressive.  The restaurant I think felt bad about my bathroom journey so they gave us some warmed up chocolate chip cookies which made it all worth it.  Henry seemed to think so, at least. 

Here’s a pic of me getting back in the car to head home. 

Good times.  By the time I got home I was so tired I actually missed my wheelchair, something I thought would never happen.

My parents and I just watched the sunset on the roof here with a couple glasses of Makers Mark.  As much as it may seem that I am enduring something extremely difficult, my life is still ridiculously blessed.  

My great aunt Dot turned 87 today.  Happy birthday, aunt Dot!  She has been an extremely positive person for as long as I can remember.  I don’t remember her ever doing anything but smiling and offering to cook me something delicious like fried catfish, hushpuppies, or something of the like.  Apparently she has a group of friends she plays cards with and she’s the “young” one.  At 87!  So awesome.  

G’night!

Chip

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First time attempting a step.  This one is 4”.  A typical stair step is 8”.  Good times.

July 6/7 - Weekend good times

My main problem this weekend was not having enough energy to do all that was available to me.  Good problem to have!  

Yesterday I walked around on my KAFOs while Rebecca’s brothers grilled on the rooftop here.  Since I had two strong guys close by, I successfully attempted walking up and down a few ramps.  That was a new one for me.  And I also stepped down from a raised area.  Really hard to do when you can’t bend your knees!  I’m very much looking forward to tomorrow when I can get my KAFOs (knee-ankle-foot-orthotics) turned in to AFOs (nothing above the calf).  That is huge for two major reasons (at minimum):

• I will be able to put them on in 1/10th of the time.  Just like putting on shoes.


• I will be able to sit down easily with them.  The KAFOs require my legs to stay straight when I sit down and are really hard to unlock.  

The second one means I should be able to strap them on and use them at various times throughout the day without much trouble.  Very happy about that.  

After grilling out we jumped in the car and headed downtown to listen to the Chicago Symphony play in Grant Park.  I love doing that and still can’t believe it’s free.  We had the whole spread of cheese, wine, beer and also took full advantage of my handicap parking tag.  I may have to get a car considering metered parking is free with that thing.  Apparently for $200 I can get a device that lets me drive entirely with my hands.  We’ll see. 

Today after church Pastor Joe Riccardi and a couple elders anointed me and prayed over me with Rebecca, Stephen, Leah, Brandon, Emily, and Chris.  It was really powerful and moved me way more than I anticipated.  It was straight out of James 5:14-16:

14 Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them and anoint them with oil in the name of the Lord. 15 And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven. 16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.

Before they prayed over me I confessed that I struggled with pride - in many ways, but there are currently two main ways pride gets me.  1) When I make progress I want to believe it’s my own doing and not God’s, which isn’t true.  2) I am too prideful to accept help.  Or when I do accept help, it really bothers me.  I hate being a burden to others or negatively impacting others’ lives.  So I need to humble myself and accept my current situation as one that needs help and assistance at times.  

Overall the anointing was one of the most powerful things I’ve experienced since being injured.  I’ll be honest and say that while Rebecca and I were out walking the dog tonight I tried just standing up out of my wheelchair to see if my faith was strong enough to heal me.  My right leg surprisingly kicked out easily, but when I tried to stand… not so much luck there!  Healing comes in many ways.  I wonder how God will heal me.  

After that we went to the Cubs game, where I was very surprised to see how great the handicapped seating was.  We had a great view of left-center field and my friends all had folding chairs.  Erik joined the crew for that and we ran into some other friends at the ballpark.  Really fun and as a bonus the Cubs actually won!

My mom came in tonight.  She’ll be here for a few days.  Therapy is in the morning and considering she hasn’t seen anything but this blog for about a month, it’ll be interesting to see her reaction to my progress.  Also, thanks to the generosity of people that probably read this, we have several restaurant gift cards to use!  Thanks!  I’m not that big of a fan of McDonald’s but that’s alright!  Kidding - they are to nice places. 

I think we are taking Goldie back to PAWS tomorrow.  Kind of depressing.

I love you all.

G’night

Chip

July 4/5 - KAFOs/AFOs

Helen Keller: “Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet.  Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.” 

Yesterday was a good day.  The 4th of July, after all!  After researching and not finding anything about fireworks on Montrose Beach, very close to my apartment, Rebecca and I decided to head downtown and meet up with friends at an apartment in Streeterville, with an amazing view of the fireworks.  They also had great Sangria, Caipirinhas, and BBQ.  A true american hodgepodge of cultures and traditions.  What we didn’t think about was the insane amount of people headed to Navy Pier for the fireworks.  The bus took an hour to get there.  Once there, throngs of people were told by police that the Navy Pier was at capacity and to find a place to watch the fireworks elsewhere.  I didn’t even know that was possible!  But it was a good night.  

Earlier in the day, after a late brunch, I hit a new record with my KAFOs, walking about 1400 ft.  Rebecca and Goldie walked around the roof while I worked out and made some new friends.  

This morning, after not a ton of sleep (thank you for pooping your Cage again, Goldie), I got to therapy at 9am and jumped (read: slid) into the pool for a workout with Jeremy.  He had me walk around mostly, but also some stretches for back and hips and some strength exercises.  

After drying off and changing, I met with Tiffany for some treadmill training.  I mentioned how I had gone 1400 or so ft with my KAFOs.  She asked if I took breaks or had supervision.  No, unless you count standing as a break and Rebecca and a dog 200 ft. away as supervision.  Then, a first - she told me that she was watching the way I was walking and didn’t want to change anything.  I disagreed - I’d like to change a number of things, such as getting rid of the treadmill, AFOs, and having far more strength in my legs!  

I noticed she was recording me with her iPhone (without permission.. cough, cough… just kidding Tiffany!).  She said she wanted to compare my form with a normal gait (i.e. fully-functional person walking).  After 25 minutes there we did some single-leg half squats in the parallel bars and then some stretching and strengthening.  Rebecca surprised me and showed up for the last 20-30 minutes to watch and join me for lunch.  

Later on, I got a voicemail from Tiffany.  She had shown the video to someone in orthotics.  They had decided that I was ready to turn my KAFOs into AFOs!  I can’t tell you how much easier that’ll make training at home!  That means I lose the thigh pieces and knee joint, and all the clunky junk and metal that goes with it.  It means I can throw on the gear much faster (and less painfully) to do my training at home.  I’m pretty excited.  I’m supposed to bring the KAFOs in on Monday and the orthotist will cut them down.  I figured I’d get the right leg cut down but I guess they are doing both since the tone in my left leg is so consistent.  All good news!

I hope everyone had a good 4th!  Have a great weekend.  We will most likely be hitting up a Rib fest, neighborhood tasting, Cubs game, church, and maybe some cool places to eat/drink with family and friends.

G’night!

Chip

July 2 and 3 - business, dog, and yep, more walking

Yesterday I had a board meeting for my company that took quite a bit of preparation and last way too long - over 3 hours.  My dad snuck this shot on his way back from the bathroom:

That’s in the party room of my apartment building.  Pretty decent and the chair was the right height and cushioned enough for me to transfer to it.  

I can’t say enough about how working and feeling productive improves my mood and sense of value.  I’m sure this is typical for most people and especially guys.  If I feel like I am accomplishing something and making an income to support myself in the process, my mood is good.  Especially now that I’m injured, feeling a sense of self-worth is as important as it is for high schoolers.  

The meeting went well.  Most of the guys came up to my place for a beer afterwards.  My dad, Rich and Erik put some lumber underneath my bed to raise it a few inches, making it easier for me to transfer from.  Thanks, guys!  I didn’t get a KAFO training in yesterday with all the work before and during the meeting, so I stood up with the walker for a while and walked around a bit.  It feels so good to just do some work with my legs.  

Today was hugely different.  I still worked all morning, but then instead of a meeting in the afternoon, I had a training session with Tiffany at RIC.  We went straight to the treadmill, which seems to be the favorite activity now when I go.  For some reason it was easy today and I went for 40 minutes and 0.41 miles, which is a new PR.  It felt great.  Tiffany helped me improve my form a bit and also had me try this thing where I’d only use one hand while stepping.  At first it seemed impossible but then it started working, however sloppily.  I could take 5 steps alternately which hand I was using, but never more than 1 at a time.  Definitely will have to improve on that.  Similar to what Mark Stephan says, if I can do it for 5 steps, why not 1000? 

My old roommate, Tony, from RIC when I was an inpatient just had his baby, too.  Totally awesome-looking kid.  It will probably have 9 foot long arms to block volleyball shots like Tony did.  

Update on Goldie: the dog will NOT poop or pee outside!  Totally ridiculous.  I don’t want to give her back to PAWS but she has got to learn how to go to the bathroom outside.  Ridiculous.  Beautiful dog, though.  She ran around at a dog park with another dog just a little bit ago.  That was really fun.

I can smell the stuffed bell peppers that Rebecca is cooking… time for me to go. 

Dear Lord, thank You for this day.  Thank You for giving me so many ways to feel fulfilled in life.  Thank You for all my great friends and family.  Dear Lord, please be with Tony and his new baby and family.  Let everyone have a fantastic 4th of July and remember tomorrow how great our nation is and how much better it could be if we all shared the same appreciation for it.  Let everyone realize that everything we have is because of You.  Nothing we have and nothing we can do is from our own organic abilities.  We need You, Lord. Please be with us.  In Jesus’ name, amen.  

G’night and have a good 4th!

Chip

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More walking… here I’m trying to lift the opposite foot that I’m stepping with.  This is putting all the weight on my right foot and left hand, for instance.  I do it a few times in this clip.  The best I could do was 5 steps in a row before it fell apart and I needed both hands again.  Still… progress…

July 1 - Tres Meses

I was injured about 3 months ago on Easter Sunday.  When milestones pass by like this it reminds me of how they say, “You’ll have 60% of your total recovery by month 6,” or, “You will pretty much be recovered at 1 year/18 months/2 years/never,” depending on which expert you are asking.  I suppose I’m ahead of the curve as far as SCI recoveries go, but it still feels rough.  

This morning I had another good training session with Jeremy.  I was on the treadmill for half an hour with just the AFOs again.  At the end I pushed and increased speed until I got to 1 mph for the last 2 minutes.  That sounds like a snails pace but it was blazing for me.  

After training my dad and I went to the ground-breaking for the new RIC hospital, which we found out will be called The Ability Institute of RIC.  It was a really fancy presentation/show, with music, plenty of speakers including Rahm Emmanuel (Chicago’s mayor), a couple state senators and also some wounded vets.  Really cool to hear the stories.  It looks like the new center will be way, way ahead of the curve in technology.  Totally state of the art.  I figure I’ll still be an outpatient when it opens in 3 years to take advantage of it.  I wonder where I’ll be by then…  Sadly I didn’t get any decent pics.

Anyway I have a ton of work to do tonight.  And I’m also beat.  Not sure I’ll get to the work until morning at this point.  

Buenas Noches (no idea why I’m using spanish today),

Chip

June 30 - Gay Pride

I’m not gay.  But they sure did throw a heck of a parade today.  The parade started only a block from my apartment building.  It was certainly different watching the parade this year from a wheelchair.  Rebecca kept her eye out for spots that had better visibility and then ran off for a bit, texting me that she’d found a place to cross the street.  I found it, just before the start of the parade, where the floats passed by, anyway, so we stayed right there for a bit where it was far less crowded.  

Rebecca’s pink mustache and colorful dress (out of view).  

Too strange.

After seeing one of my managers, Lance, and his partner representing Papa John’s in the parade - on a swim team’s float, don’t ask - we stopped at Bar on Buena for a bloody mary and some food before heading back to the apartment.  It was time to let the dog out.  Yeah, we picked up a foster dog from PAWS named Goldie.  She’s a mix between a lab and a golden retriever.  Unfortunately she prefers going to the bathroom in the apartment vs. outside.  She’s super friendly, though, and only barks if you leave her alone.  We only have her for a little over a week.  It’s definitely a learning experience, especially for Rebecca who has never had a dog in her life.  She’s doing great, though.  Rebecca, not the dog.  The dog needs to learn to go to the bathroom outside.  Here’s a few pics of Goldie the Unhousebroken:

The girls.  Notice my sweet free recliner to the side there.

Me and the dog.

The three of us on the roof (and my dad’s shadow) where it was quite windy.  Clearly I was training.  At one interesting point the leash got wrapped around my whole deal just before getting onto the elevator.  Nothing really happened.  Sorry for the anticlimax.

My dad biked up from downtown and experienced the overwhelming throngs of people for the first time.  I’m pretty sure it made him nervous, so he didn’t stay long.  He hung out long enough to take some pics and walk with me as I trained on my KAFOs on the rooftop.  

That’s really about it.  Tomorrow will be interesting as I have 3 training sessions followed by the groundbreaking of the new RIC building.  I hope they don’t mind that I’ll be in workout clothes.  

The mental aspect of everything that’s happened to me and how it will change my life feels like an ever-increasing weight on me.  I’m not so worried about myself as I am the change it will have on those close to me.  It takes much longer to do anything - I’ve mentioned that before.  That’s fine for me, but I don’t like how it delays other people, as well.  I’m for positive impact, not negative.  I realize there IS positive impact happening, but the same is true for the negative.  It’s very frustrating.  

Dear Lord, please heal me.  I do not like to be a negative impact in any regard on anyone.  Please be with Jayme as he is feeling kind of down right now.  But then again, I am, too.  Give us SCIs strength and fortitude that we need to get through this.  Please be with those others close to us in pain.  In Jesus’ name, amen.

G’night,

Chip